worthless

I wish my life ends today…

Quantum Optics

Sitting on my table is the Quantum Optics book by Fox. I don’t know why I feel like if I want to pass EE 236A then I probably have to read the whole book (in 2 days?). Sometimes you don’t feel like you learn anything at all in a class and I don’t know really why I decided to stay in the class. I always think that grade doesn’t mean anything but exactly the reason why I didn’t drop it was because of the grade. Well, not quite because I really need credits but not grade.

Anyhow, I will we done with the classes soon. However, to force myself to be as productive as it can be, I decide to take at least one class a semester. Is that a good idea? Again, I don’t know. There are many things that I don’t know in my life. I don’t know that everything I have done is the best possible thing or not. You can’t actually ask that question. You know, you always move forward (in time). So it doesn’t matter if it’s the best way or not. You just do. Or you don’t. It’s that simple.

To the promise land

So here we go… I think you can’t have a second chance for “spontaneous” writing. I can’t remember what I wrote before I forgot to save it. Until then… keep wondering what’s in my head… oh yes… keep on living.